Dropping Shoes
I can't help but think that something bad is going to happen very soon. I have this sense of impending doom that I just can't shake. It underlies everything that I've done for the past 3 months. It's the doom monkey that I can't get off my back.
Maybe I'm too eager for spring and the grey weather (and snow) has got me down.
Maybe it's because I haven't had a relaxing or fun weekend for a loooong time.
Maybe it's because I worry so much and for so long that I'm staring at a total and complete breakdown.
Maybe I've been so focused on what other people need instead of what I need that I'm ready to say "fuck it all" and be a hermit in the hills.
I don't know what's going on, but whatever it is, I need it to stop.
I know when Ron was growing up and I was still mired in single fatherhood, it was *very* important to take some "me" time. It sounds like you need to take a little time for yourself. Even if its just to window shop or whatever you female types like to do ;D
Posted by: Ron | April 05, 2005 at 10:37 AM
I think it may all be related to the big 3 0. Soooo, you've already forgotten Hawaii?
Posted by: Jenny | April 06, 2005 at 10:15 AM
What you and the FLDS predicting impending doom?
Posted by: Matthew Potter | April 06, 2005 at 11:26 AM